Before I could ejaculate my life was paradise.. then biology and nature took me to hell.. brothers.. I despise women deep down.. you ask me why.. I will tell u.. they have the upper hand because they select males.. we chase them.. they hardly chase us cos they get offered dick everyday.. our fathers let our mothers raise us.. bitches get hit on at the mall.. at work.. etc .. if we are lucky we get a smile at the mall.. they have the upper hand.. what I want is to have them attracted to me.. lead them on.. and dissapoint them time and time and time and time again.. that is nirvana for me.. sadly if I made a billion dollars I don't think I would even get that.. maybe from prostitutes.... I don't know about u but I want to emotionally destabilise as many females I can get my hands on.. that is what I call payback and me getting into paradise... making them cry.. hurting them emotionally will be my heaven. U might disagree.. but u don't know the hell these hoes put me through.. my mum is fed up.. bringing girl after girl to the house.. I get close to them and I cut off contact.. it gives me joy