I'm very spiritual but at the same time can't comprehend organized dogmatic religion.

Looking back at women through history and their obsession with building groups to settle in, I wouldn't be surprised that they covertly insisted on organizing spirituality in order to control it, just like everything else they obsessively seek to build a groups around.

Oh the many times I have tried to bring spirituality into a woman's consciousness but its beaten to a pulp by her hedonistic tendencies.

I'm hypothesizing that organized religion is a creation by the clam. Just look at SJW and the political correctness religion today. It's the same thing but with a different name. Censor and controlling freedom and the un-manifested.