So am 27 still live with my mother, sure i was raise by single mother most of my years. I only had a relationship with a girl in highschool and we broke up. That experience made me give up on women so i train myself to not look at women or be around them its being like 7 years now my trainy work i can go out to buy a food without noticing them. But now i feel like my mother is preventing me from living my life even simple things like toasting a bread at night makes her judge me. But mostly i feel stuck since we move to orlando and she doesn’t have a job but does get money from a truck shes renting she completes the rent with my job. I feel so stuck is like i live to work to help her pay the rent and any comment i make about moving out or leaving i get bad attitude from my brothers. i feel like if i can find a girl to help me out of this situation and then leave her and disappear into freedom i will get that life that belongs to me🤔