After a devastating breakup resulting in my ex spinning plates, abusing and moving on. I saw myself swallowing the red pill , black pill whole which changed my perspective completely. Saw myself hating women, even the ones who are good to me...

I became overly critical , analytical now I can't stop but I want to. I'm sick of this shit. Ignorance was bliss, becoming red pilled depressed the fuck out of me.

Anyone who's felt this , would appreciate your help