I am 32. I am internally debating a vasectomy. But damn, I have all those not possible to really articulate thoughts of not doing it.

I really have no reasons to hesitate. I do not like or dislike children. I just cannot imagine having a female in my life. I always push this vasectomy idea back in my head with the argument "it is better to have options". Like keeping old jeans you know you will never wear. At the same time I play with fire. I fool around casually. Always "suit up" my little friend but hey. We all know condoms fail. And this scares the shit out of me.

Did any of you had these internal struggles and pushed through?

Edit: typos