So long story short, I've been following the red pill for a little over a year now. And to be fair, I made a lot of progress. Sure I have some blue pilled thoughts here and then, but trp in me keeps telling them to shut the fuck up. But here's thing, turns out what I was doing/following, wasn't trp. Some guy in some post I made told me that my way of thinking was all PUA. I didn't believe him at first, since I never searched anything related to pua. But after a while, I realized that all most of my progress was searching for specific ways to deal with a certain situation. I wasn't working on myself, I wasn't trying to cure my way too fucked up social anxiety, I wasn't trying to find a way to think of hot chicks as human beings like you and me. I was too busy looking on youtube on "what do I say when I meet a girl who ghosted me", "How do I react when an ex reaches out", "how do I text", "what makes women like you" etc ..

I give great advice to all of my friends and could easily get them a lay or at least figure out what they're doing wrong, but when it comes to me I'm clueless.

So this is gonna be a real post about real improvement .. I wasted a year, but thankfully I'm still young (18) and I can fix this. I want some real advice guys. How do I get more sociable and lose the social anxirty, how do I get used to talking to hot chicks like they ain't shit and how do I work on my confidence and feel like a better man ?

I think my first step is gonna be quitting porn. I don't know what the next step is. I already workout. So I guess it's gonna be join a charity or some shit to get me more social.