I separated my shoulder in a scuffle in autumn 2018 & it hasn't healed right .. I can't lift a 20 lbs dumbbell over my head without it violently & loudly falling out of socket

It has slashed my opportunity for new jobs as well as 90% of my previous resume'

I have been working out, just avoiding anything more than a bench press etc

I feel like since I don't have a primary care doctor, that I should go in through Urgent Care for a possible referral to a surgeon

Please let me get some answers before this is deleted guys, I didn't have anywhere else to turn