I keep repeating in my head “No, this is different! He’s different!” But I can’t fool anyone else. That’s what every victim thinks. I don’t want to be a victim. If I wasn’t so love struck I’d be absolutely sick to my stomach at the thought of him. I don’t know who to turn to rn. I wanna rip the band aid off. I’ve already dug myself a pretty deep hole. I prefer to talk to someone about this who has dealt with being groomed as a teen too. Private message me if you’re able to help. Thank you. I love you guys.