I just got to break up with my bf of 2 years over whole day of texts and calls.

He comes from traditional family, we have different cultures but he was the only one who ever made me feel loved in my life. I think I just ruined his dreams because I broke up with him. He might not go overseas anymore and just turn into priest.

When he knew his family did not aprove, he gave me ultimatum: Either a life with me without kids, or a life without me with other spouse and children. That was too much for me to try to accept. I wanted love, commitment and children but maybe I am asking too much in this life.

I loved him too, and I stayed because I didn't want him to be by himself. But now I am still leaving him by himself, maybe it's not up to me what to think or say he deserves.

I don't think I'm fit to date or have a family because my family has a history of cheating and having mistresses.

I overstep boundaries, understep process.

Even if I know how to the game with men, I try my best to be noble in relationships.

But, simply put I don't think I would be in a committed relationship because of how sarcastic I think about life and everything.

I think I am done, I don't know if I ruin men or whatever.

I just like to fuck but I really wanna fuck with somebody within marriage because compromise won't happen with me unless I have a ring on my finger.

I don't know. Am I crazy or stupid?

Help.

TL;DR: Has no functional relationship skills, doing the world a favor by being single until death.