I’m 24 years old and just last night I finally slept with a woman. She’s an 8 and I’m probably a 4, and this happened mostly because she had a crush on me. I also went through a major lifestyle overhaul losing ~70 lbs since we first started talking, and changing aspects about myself for the better.

Anyways this weekend we met up because chance brought us together and on the second date we just went straight to her house and things got heated pretty quickly. I’m extremely proud of myself for getting there because I truly started from the bottom, all sorts of addictions and body image issues, you name it.

Then it comes to the big moment and I feel good, but I just couldn’t stay hard. She was sweet about it and she did her best but it just wasn’t happening. It was the best night and the worst night of my life. I keep feeling ecstatic that I got to kiss some titties and hold an ass in my hands, but I feel so bad for not being able to fuck her that night.

Has anyone else had this experience? I plan to continue improving my shape mentally and physically, but what should I do from here? It’s like I finally left my hometown but the big city is fucking with my head.