I am 18 years of age and have recently been introduced to TRP. I'm not sure what i should read first as there is so much information available. Should i read the sidebar first and then proceed to reading books addressing areas which are my weaknesses or should i read something like the 12 rules for life to begin with and then move onto the sidebar?

Can you guys please provide book recommendations for my areas of weakness

My main areas of weakness:

Social: Have no social skills, socially awkward and have been at the bottom of the social hierarchy at school for basically all my life. Used to hang out with losers and other socially awkward people but have now cut off ties with them. Currently have no friends as i have moved to new place and new university.

Identity: Have felt like and been an outsider for all my life.

Purpose: Feel like i have no purpose and am doing quite bad at school as a result of being enrolled in a course i have no interest in.

Anxiety: Afraid of what other people think(so bad that i'm afraid of going running around my neighbourhood and not being able to join a sports club), afraid of not being able to make friends and being the loner in class and uni (big one), afraid that i'll always embarrass myself in social situations and afraid of new/unknown situations.