met my current friendcircle 3 years ago, progressed a lot in this time but due to covid we didnt see each other for roughly 3 months, i really was a beta and acted like a younger sibling instead of a friend, i can totally understand them tbh, they know i've changed but they dont wanna "risk" it, it may break their "frame"

obviously i need new friends, just wondering where i can start? i look very young for my age so people of my age really dont wanna chill with me cause i look so young (i can get why its offsetting, i also dont wanna chill with a 16 y.o.) and with younger people i cant really stand the trashtalk also im an oldie to them

i also have other beta/bp'd friends i can always hang out with, but theyre just dragging me down again

25m, hitting the gym and trying to get big so i look more mature

im not mad or sad or anything, but im having a hard time finding new people, i work from home, i make music, currently doing my drivers license, i hit the gym, i dont really have that much freetime to find a hobby that really interests me and i can find new people, also im not that type of guy, i think that would attract "active" guys, im actually very chill which im fine with, only think that i would do is joining some taekwondo/kravmaga-kinda hobby, but due to covid there currently is no hope to do so in the next couple of weeks.

thanks