I know there’s an anger phase for a while after discovering the Red Pill, but I don’t know if the way I’m feeling is quite like that.

It’s the kind of feeling where your blood boils just thinking about her, any possibility of seeing her ever again makes your stomach turn, and the thought of her overall just makes me wanna go into fight-or-flight mode.

I’m not an idiot, and I’m just gonna stick to avoiding her at all costs till I’m at a better place in life, but has anyone else had this feeling persist for a long time?