Hi, i feel as though God is wanting me to share this (i hope). for all those who stumble and fall, who lapse into that sin, or who feel discouraged. There is hope in Jesus! He has not abandoned you, you have not sinned away your salvation. You may have lost the battle today, or be on the edge of loosing it.... but remember God will win the war! He has already defeated all of our sin and He has crushed the enemy! You may have stumbled today but God is holding you up! Run to the Father, repent, and rebuke your sin, whatever it is. Stay close to God and rest in His arms! He has got this and He has won the war already and He will win the war you are in right now too! I highly recommend reading Romans 8 (full chapter) and John 10:27-30. Take care and God bless.