Male - age 25, been cheated on 3 times and unknowingly cuckolded (my first three relationships) and always wondered what was wrong with me. Why didn't they love me the same way I did. I could have cheated too but I didn't - I respected them. I wondered for so long what was wrong with me and women until I found the red pill. I swallowed it, it opened my eyes. I learned a LOT. So much pain and misery unfolded that it was overwhelming at times but I finally got it. I understood how much I had been ignoring my subconscious cues as to what was wrong and why what I was doing wasn't working with women. Why despite how much love, care and loyalty I had given them, they had thrown it all away with no remorse.

But honestly, now that I get it and understand how the world works, this sub just depresses me. I really did (and in a way still do) believe in "true love", loyalty, empathy and caring about my partner's feelings. This invaluable sub has helped me understand the fundamental mechanism of attraction and what I need to do to get to where I want to be.

I'll be honest, yes I want a companion that I love and care for. That is 100% faithful, caring and will take care of my needs both physical and mental. I do believe, like us, 99.9% of women have irredeemable flaws and moments of weakness but I'm looking for that 0.1%. I just hate being so jaded, so bitter and angry all the time and the threads I see here enrage me more than anything I've encountered so far. I hope you understand. Thank you, you saved my life, got me out of a major depression and helped me understand the world.