My girlfriend is 19 and I am 24. While I am fully aware that AWALT, it is a new experience to me dating a girl who is american but so young and inexperienced that she actually didn't burn out her ability to form a bond with someone yet. I previously have dated foreign girls who I had no doubt appreciated me and would never cheat. And of course americans who were slutty, spoiled and bitchy.

Me and my girlfriend have been dating for 3 months and our relationship already has lots of potential. Some background points.

-My girlfriend liked me so much she asked me out without even waiting for me to do it. she works at a coffee shop and gave me her number on my cup after we had been talking for a few weeks. I really like the fact that she was the one who decided to get involved in my life. Just me talking a little bit about my job and my hobbies was enough for her to think "this is the perfect guy for me". On our second date she told me "you are pretty much perfect".

-She is cute to me, or else I wouldn't be dating her, but is not like a conventionally attractive girl who gets hit on often. I am not astronomically higher smv than her but significant.

-She only had sex with one person before me so has not burned out her oxytocin levels yet.

-She tells me she loves me often and enthusiastically takes her clothes off and has sex with me like her life depends on it. I tell her I love her occasionally, but at the end of the day I am the one who will be the schmuck if I get too attached not her. Despite the adoration I actually have for this girl I try not to show it.

-Her parents love me and often tell her not to fuck it up with me, implying she will never find a better guy than me. They also want jewish grandkids. So they are really pushing this on their daughter to take it seriously with me

-I lift and have study the red pill for years. While she still likes it when I am a little bit of an asshole to her, because she is a woman, sometimes I feel like I am going overboard. In the past I dated hotter woman and had to try way harder to do a "manual override" of my behavior with them. With my current girlfriend I sometimes feel bad about mind-fucking her so much with cryptic text messages and dread. She goes through phases of shit testing me but in between she is just nice and sweet and doesn't shit test me at all.

In terms of me trying to figure out how to test her, I am in the army and told her I was thinking about volunteering for a deployment and let her freak out about it for about a day. She was absolutely begging me not to do it, because she loves me so much. I eventually told her I had decided against it for reasons unrelated to her. She seemed so genuine in her love for me.

With that being said, I am so distrustful of woman after dating only 7 of them. no matter how many times she says she will never cheat on me, I cannot believe her because every girl before her cheated on me. I hope that I am wrong but I feel like when she goes to college next year just one hour away our relationship won't survive. I know scarcity mindset is bad but jewish girls who have 2 jewish parents are literally scarce. We were murdered in the millions and it is my duty to repopulate the world with more jewish souls.

If anyone has any input on this subject, I would appreciate any comments at all. Otherwise I suppose I just organized my thoughts on a page. Either way, thank you.