Yea yea i know girls want a bad boy in their life but hear me out.

I remember back when i used to talk to my ex as friends, she would tell me about how she was seeing this one guy who gangbanged or whatever, she told me how he treated her like shit and how “toxic” they were: cheating on each other, constant arguments, being on and off, all that stuff. I dont think they lasted longer than a month. But then she proceeds to tell me that it was her best relationship and even better than ours that lasted way longer than a month and i never really did any of that stuff to her. She even said “its weird because i love him even though i know he probably doesnt love me”

And that conversation got me thinking about it. Lately ive been seeing a lot of girls advertising the whole toxic culture and looking at it as if thats how a peak relationship is supposed to be... i even looked at my first relationship which is by far my most toxic one and despite the cheating, arguments, lies and such, me and her lasted like a year, and i noticed that i only got the things i wanted like respect and sex once i started acting toxic.

Long story short: do girls just really like assholes?