After 3 years on a whim I found out exactly how my ex cheated on me, who with, and all the nasty things she did.
It didn’t matter that I was tall, fit, or paid for everything she viewed me as her bitch.

After seeing all this I realized nothing about this person was special and it was a Disney fantasy in my head. I remember thinking how much better this person had to be than me to win her love and to fuck her, in reality the person was just mediocre a guy who is into drugs and has similar interests and some bisexual woman.

I used to long to contact her, but after learning all this I feel nothing, if anything I feel scammed by my own self loathing.

TLDR - trust your gut always, invest in yourself, never trust these whores