Whenever I start dating someone new I feel like the guy I am with will be turned off if he sees that I have emotions for him. Maybe he won’t like the fact that I am getting attached, maybe he won’t like me enough because there are so many more pretty girls than me.

I go out with guys who first show me signs that they are attracted towards me (and I find them attractive in return too) but it’s hard to know if they are going out with me because they like me or if they are just looking for a good time/company (this is very difficult to know in the earlier stages of dating). I am someone who catches feelings quickly especially if I see spark and interest from the person I am dating. And it has happened previously that I mentioned the ‘relationship’ and they ghosted me for good.

Therefore I feel like no guy whom I like will like me back because he will want to be with a woman more thinner and more beautiful than me.

How can I address these issues?