Hey guys. Been on the RP for about 6 month, almost 2 years prior on PUA stuff including some books and posts that turned out to be RP. Anyway I need an outside opinion on my situation because I'm racking my brain trying to figure this out. This is going to be a long post.

I've always had problems with girls, I don't know why and I can't figure it out for the life of me, I'm sick and tired of it. I'm a 6'4 190ish(and up by lifting) white male, have a very masculine face and beard that makes me look post 24-25 and I'm just 21, I dress nicely and keep with fashion trends, have tattoos, play guitar, basketball, swim and lift. I've always had really attractive girls interested in me and 95% of the time I've gone nowhere with them. I never seemed to have the courage to make a move or show my intentions or just be vulnerable. I've been the jock/jerk/asshole type my whole life minus the sex that I'm supposed to be getting apparently. I come from a wealthy family so I've always had everything I've ever wanted. I have an awesome social circle consisting of 4 groups of friends, and I meet all sorts of people through them. I'm a good looking guy and I've been told that by women, men, complete strangers, people wanting to meet me at parties, getting drinks bought for me and girls outright telling me I could have any girl I wanted in a bar.

One of the main reasons I think is because my fear of rejection or lack of courage or you name it, I don't take much action when it comes to girls, rarely initiate, text or just straight up show my intentions, I've been fixing this lately and have been getting out of my comfort zone a lot and feel a lot better and improving, if this is the problem do you guys have any tips/books anything to further this process?

Even before I picked up on PUA and RP, I had a sense of what women actually wanted and a sense of frame, teasing, treating them like children and just generally acting like a man which got me lucky a few times but It's getting me so frustrated.

I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong, I see the average guy with a dad-bod, no game, no looks or anything to him that might suggest Alpha in anyway and they usually have a decent looking girl next to them, It's like I'm left out for the most part because I can't figure out what is so wrong that I can't make it work with women, and they hook up with skinny, ugly and just plain unattractive guys. I don't show my wealthy side to suggest BB so they can keep me on the back burner, but my AF isn't working aswell. I have decent game, nothing special but a hell lot more than my friends around me who get laid a lot more than me and most of the stuff I see around me is like a reverse RP and it's really messing with me. You might notice I used a lot of comparison, it's just a way for me to show you what's actually happening. I've been feeling left out, maybe I'm showing neediness but I want an intimate relationship with a woman in my life and it's drawing too much of my focus. I sometimes have self-esteem and confidence issues but nothing that's showing, nothing more than the next guy, and it's because of not getting laid.

Maybe I'm out of tune for what's happening around me locally, I'm from Europe and chicks here actually dig the whole lovey-dovey beta traits type of attraction, girls actually like some of my friends because they seemed "shy" and "quiet type". I've been to the USA 3 times and I've done so well there that I might just move there permanently because I suck ass here. People here just add each other on FB and chat for days and weeks before meeting up IRL and hooking up, I've always avoided that thanks to RP but I'm not having the success my friends around me are having using this actual approach, which is nuts.

There are nights where I'm just Mr.RedPill and just ride out perfectly and spend a fun night with people having fun and usually get a chick by the end of it, and there are nights where it's a literal nightmare, too self-conscious, not having enough fun(probably the reason), and just having a shitty night and not pulling.

One of my problems also is great expectations, from both me and the people around me, due to my looks people around me think that I'm getting laid 24/7/365, and sometimes I get pressure, I also have a higher than average standard for girls, I'm not looking for a HB10, but maybe due to my higher standards I'm actually ignoring girls that would love to be around me that are not as hot.

I have some beta friends and I'm left confused wondering how they end up in relationships, they lack the looks and game, they keep trying on the same girl with nice guy tactics and these girls either let up or date them out of pity, I feel like I don't have the same courage and non-shame to do that, if she doesn't show any interest I usually either try one more time and drop them or drop the immediately. I sometimes feel like I'm invisible as a romantic interest to girls, maybe I'm delusional and I suck ass, maybe I'm out of their league and they don't wanna risk rejection(have heard this a couple of times), maybe they're waiting for me to make the move and take action and basically just polarize as many girls as I can. I could write a hole lot more, but I hope you get my point.

I know for the most part I'm coming off as bitter and comparing myself to people around me but I have nothing left, I have exhausted everything. This is as much a post looking for help as it is a rant by my preview, I look forward to your responses.

I'm currently full on RP, lifting, reading, following my passions and hobbies, working full time on myself.

Give me the cold harsh truth, maybe the problem is actually something I said in here but that I may be missing and not paying actual attention to, RP was a bitter bitch so anything further would just be help.