I will try to be as concise as possible.

Dated a girl for 2 years. We say we want to stay together in college. 2 days into college she breaks up with me, but says she wants to still be together when we are back home. I realize I'm a beta cuck basically. I have since started lifting and working on myself. I still want to smash when I get home but I want to be an alpha now (cringey as it sounds to type that). What do. Also I have made the mistake of coming across as a crying beta bitch to her after she broke up with me. (also she says it is because she is so busy in college and wants to find herself and enjoy the college experience without feeling guilty. I don't buy that shit I think she just wants to get with randoms.)

any advice for me or tips