I had been doing great for the last few months. Deleted and blocked all men who were bad for me from my social media and contacts. I was living life for me, healing from my pickmeisha ways and learning that I don’t need men and sex as a distraction that always inevitably lead to pain. And then I get a notification. My main old scrote found a way to request me on a different account on social media.

My higher self said “girl you already know what this is”. My low self esteem pickmeisha self said “maybe he’ll have something to say to you I mean he’s clearly going out of his way to talk to You 🤡🤡🤡🤡”. The words and warnings I’ve read on here over and over again echoed through out my brain “he’s never gonna change”, “he already knows what he did wrong”, “block and move on”. I accepted it.

Not too long after it’s acceptance did I not get any kind of message but a single like. The one liked photo was of my most sexual picture on my profile.

I blocked but I wish I never accepted. I wish my curiosity had never taken the best of me. Some people have no problem making themselves look desperate just to make you feel desperate.

So ladies just want to let any of you know even if he goes out of his way to contact you after you blocked, it doesn’t mean he’s different or has anything meaningful to say. Most likely he’s just coming back around to raise his own self esteem and see if you are still willing to play his games SO DONT ACCEPT.