After much hemming and hawing, I finally broke up with my LTR (1.5 yrs, 10 months as LDR) the other day. It was the right thing to do, for sure, but for some reason I'm experiencing insane retroactive jealousy and I can't stop snooping. Help!

I can read her texts/messages (thanks iMessage) and I've been compulsively reading everything. Holy shit, the truth is tough to see! All my suspicions about her past lovers who are "just friends", all the nudes already getting sent out, all the delicious drama.

I've gone no contact since the breakup. However, I really want to get the satisfaction of knowing if my gut was correct about some red flags (cheating, etc). I didn't think I had oneitis so bad, I had no problem cheating on her plenty of times, but not knowing is driving me nuts.

How do I stop snooping and move on?