Hi guys, as in the title. I fear the future. I know people who got an easy life, people that worked hard for what they have... But i also know people that worked hard and got nothing.

This is what i fear, i am 25 years old. So im not young. I started school, i work a stupid low wage job. I try to study as much as i can but its really hard. Sleeping like 4 or 5 hours daily isnt helping. I fear that this is my life. When i was younger i fucked up some things(bad decisions) so only now i am back in school. I have no friends, i just chat with people, its cool but nothing more. I have no savings, im not a genius so studying is taking time and effort... Especially math stuff. The day has only 24 hours and i feel like its too little. I dont think i like any of this work study stuff. Its all hard and im 25 and i have NOTHING right now. My wage pays the bills, school and debt i have (small one but still...). I dont want to be low wage slave forever. I could be a corporate slave lol, just for a better pay, a more interesting job(not shitty line worker). Dreams are important, but only at 25 i realized money is much more important. It hurts so much to remember that i could be in a different spot, it feels like hell. I am just amazed how a lot of people dont give a shit (in the job for example - they seem to be happy after that boring 8 hours, to go drink a beer or something, they life seems fulfilled...).

I fear that i will be like this forever. Sometimes i just want to stay in my room, get under a blanket and stay there LOL, just like a woman... shit.