Tl;dr I was super beta to this girl who was super into me and I lost her, how can I fuck her again

           So here is my long and extremely pathetic story. I've always been good looking but always kind of weird immature and I have been shafted by basically every woman in my life. I had pathetic a pathetic experience my freshman year of college (lost virginity but caught feelings and got fucked with. Then had nothing unremarkable drunk sex for the rest of the year). Then, over the summer I discovered TRP and it changed my life. A couple days after I started I got a random online girl to send me nudes and after I got back to college I was fucking one chick after the next. Life was good.         Now here comes the pathetic part of the story. I was riding high after a series of successful fucks and was using my newfound flirting ability on basically every girl I talked to. One night I was hanging out at my friends house and his female housemate comes out to chill with us. Now, we had met each other a couple times but they where unremarkable. I start the nonverbal flirting jazz and she seems really into it. I go to the bathroom and I hear her through the walls talking about how she really wants to fuck me. I'm in. Nature takes it's course and we actually make a verbal agreement to be "fuck buddies".        So this is going on for awhile and shit gets "serious". I fall back on my shitty bluepill beta instincts and I start doing all kinds of stupid shit. I'm a good student and I write half her essay for her as well as sharing all my previous essays with her from a class I already took and she was taking. Some cringe worthy shit.            All of a sudden she stops fucking me (obviously) and I have a really bad weekend. I drunk text here that "I have feelings for her" and obviously she blows me off and then I ask if we can still fuck and obviously she says no(its literally painful for me to write this remembering that I could be such a fucking moron).       My question is, is it still salvageable? I want to fuck her gain because A, the sex is great and B, I want to try and get something out of my colossal fuck-up.        I already plan to have no contact for 2 weeks and only talk to her again after I've fucked someone else (or multiple other people). I really need some help on this one RP I fucked up bad.