Long story short I was heavily bullied in school, which kind of made me form an inferiority complex. I also consumed a lot of pornography, a lot of interracial pornography to be exact, which then formed a sort of an inferiority complex towards black men. Looking back, I hate the fact that I watched all that IR porn as it was a substitute for sex and it makes me sick. I also have had a lack of sexual intimacy with women. I’m also a white guy. The whole bbc shit pisses me off but I feel like I just need to get over it and stop all this bs.