Fuck it dude. TRP, realities, death, business, being homeless, being rich. These are so serious man. I am too lazy to move if I'm not gonna get what I want for sure. If there are risks I cannot eliminate beforehand, I don't even start. I am going to stop trying to change my character.

So maybe I can try seeing life as a game. Fuck that chick? +1. Make extra $20,000/yr? +4. Make people like you and follow you? +6. Groom yourself everyday to get more social goods? +2.

Purpose of the game is to just try and see what happens. See if it is fun as they say. Do random stuff. Experience random parts of living. Go to random places. Eat random food. Fuck random women. Work at random projects or jobs. Die one day at a random time.

I am all random from start to finish. My cells are random, 100 trilion atoms, or cells I don't remember, are random. I can be any set of atoms from the universe. It only makes sense. Me, just like every living, is gonna lose the game. So just collect some points to see how it feels like, explore the game by moving in random directions, collect some money and memories or even don't, then get the alert of game over.