I'm feeling disappointed with myself. Last week, I was trying to go for no-fap since I've been a non stop addict ever since I could do it and I succeeded for about 3 days until a girl I never thought would see again popped back in my life all of a sudden. She invited me out to a hotel with her friend and I ended up sleeping with her, only for my MGTOW views like my distain for marriage and my behaviour when not committed lead her to hate me afterwards and remind me why I became MGTOW; because she lied as most women have to me about how they feel by pretending everything is fine when it's not and then exploding at me later. I was doing well with conserving my energy but then that happened and I fell back on the bandwagon. I feel like a complete fucking failure.