Even though the Redpill Rage was (and sometimes still is) devastating, I'm finding it lessening gradually. I'm finding things to be happy about again. And some decisions I made during the process, like choosing to live in a camper with cheap rent, have been paying off ALOT. My job pays well in excess of my expenses. If I had been making decisions based on status rather than utility, I'd be paying way more for an apartment in a bad section of town, instead of living well out in the country.

And there's more. I used to ruminate a great deal about the past. I had huge regrets over failed relationships and felt like such a loser for not "keeping the girl". Now, looking back over my life with a Redpill lens, I can see just how much of it was due to hypergamy and maniacal shit-testing. How I was quite literally a living toy to these people, and nothing I did could have salvaged the situation. They were abusers, plain and simple.

So a great deal of those regrets, over not getting the girl/not keeping the girl, are basically write-offs, since women view relationships as entertainment while looking to monkey-branch. The only thing I did wrong, was put faith in these women in the first place. And during the periods when I decided "to hell with women" and simply did my own thing.... I was doing right. Lol.

So yeah, MGTOW is good for me. A huge amount of my anxiety with life is gone, I've got money to spare, and I'm having more fun in general.