I wanted to share some GREAT news! I fell off a 24ft roof awkwardly in 2018, landed on mostly my left fucking leg. Since Feb 2019, my feet have tingled, burned, and it has been a lot to adapt to. I went through too much to type here, dad got divorce raped, killed himself, then, my greedy mother essentially used me to win the divorce... ugly shit. Graduated in Dec 2019, BS degree in marketing. Despite my dad dying, and 5 other deaths that year, went bankrupt. Etc. Then. Covid hit. Now that everything is kinda opening back up, I see opportunity, where others see tragedy. Took 19 creds btw my final semester...3.8 GPA! FIGHT! NEVER give up. It is you vs you. Today, I took the 5 yr old advice my cousin gave me, and applied to work for a hardware and software company. The interview went VERY well! HR lady is on vacation until next week, but I made it to round two! Base salary is 43k, plus commission, no draw. I will be working in the marketing dept as a BDR. Business Dev Rep! This is my foot in the door boys. I have also been approved for two different apartment complexes... and, lost 20lbs in the last month and a half. How did I do this? A focused mind. How though? By realizing I needed ADHD medicine, and taking it, I have begun totally changing my life. I am more direct, stronger, and laser focused on my goals and future! If you feel you need medicine, therapy, a break, TAKE IT. You gotta be your best self, with a focused mind, everything in your life will get easier, decisions are simpler. For example. TODAY an old female friend (bum) from my old life, old self, called me up outta the blue to ask for $3,500!!!! WTF! She pooped out a kid with an (of coarse) abusive loser who she now has some kind of legal battle with. I essentially told her to get bent, nicely though. She offered nothing in return. Unreal. I had not spoken to her in 3 yrs. Be your best self boys, kings, you won't regret it. Fall forwards. Never give up. Strike first, strike hard. This is the way. Cheers 💯💪