I have bipolar 2. I went MGTOW for various reasons, one of them being my bipolar and I don't want to have a kid who is bipolar. But I am struggling everyday. Constantly changing depression and mania. Somedays I am so down I barely can get any work done. Other days I am hyperactive. If I take meds, which are prescribed by the doctor(Lithium), I sleep 16-18 hours a day. I don't know how I will carry on like this for the rest of my life. At one point I might need some help. Someone to take care of myself and if I get married, I am pretty sure the wife would get frustrated if she sees me sleeping all day and think of me as a beta and divorce me and again I would be all alone. Such trauma, so much dilemma. What do I do? There is a girl from Slovakia who wants me to marry her. We know each other for 6 years now. She is a med student, but honestly I am scared of taking the leap of faith. Want advice from all the senior members of this subreddit. Thanks.