hello brothers,

it is just a simple question, but it is hard to resist this urge.
so, i get invited sometimes to a friend of mine. he occasionally throws parties where i am invited to. so of course there are some chicks. i am good in not going into any conversations with them, but when the party goes on and i am talking to some men and ignoring all women, there is always some chick who wants to talk to me or is trying to talk to me and just throws herself into the conversation.

when the conversation pass by it is like i want to get more from said women. every god damn time. to this point i could block this urge, but it get harder and harder.

yea it is like my penis is trying to get control over me.

so, maybe some advice on this? i really don't want anything to do with women in general, but i still want to attend these parties haha
i am not drinking much alcohol or doing other drugs in general. so i should have my mind in control