I made a huge mistake listening to religion. I practiced abstinence throughout my whole life I never realized this would be the downfall of my life. I grew up believing pre-marital sex was wrong and sinful so when I found my “wife” I figured we were soul mates. After 2 years of abstaining and just creating a deep emotional relationship I finally popped the question “she” said yes! Fast forward to our honey moon in the Bahamas well when we decided it was finally time I got on top of her and well...noticed something a little off. Turned out she was really a he and had a penis. I was fooled it sent me into a deep depression I ended everything, I felt disgusted for months on end I’m still trying to recover. Wish me luck guys I don’t know if any of you have been through this I just need some support. Thanks