I've been trying to swallow the red pill for a while now but I've been having difficulty getting over my oneitis. She showed me interested and i fell for it. But shes now had a boyfriend and still once and while messages me and keeps me on the cliff. Now I always seem to be thinking about how she has the whole package, 10, intellegent, personality and i fucked up. Any good advice to attempt to get past this... I know it's pathetic