im a male in my early 30's. my story in a nutshell. traveled a lot for work and im successful. make 100k+ a year. married my GF from college and traveled the world together. tough times comes in.she didnt want a child and we had a child. i didnt force her. she gave me 1 chance and i made it count !!!!!

after being with her for 12 years, she hated my family and my family is a big deal for me. constant insults bad shit. got in arguments with parents few times over nothing. tried to work out things for 6 years. then it hitted me hard. my son is playing in the living room 2 years and she woke up mad. attacked me i got pissed slapped her on the face and left. came back after 30 min and she was still yelling and my son still playing and looking like shit. i called it divorce. family interfered and made me change my mind. kept going for another year. but this time i made it clear 1 more big fight and you are fucking out of my life.

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she decides while my parents staying with me (dad had Cancer) to flip on her fucking rage with mom. and here we go. after breaking shit apart. she called police and kept yelling. short story she ended up in jail that night.

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took me 3 months to get her out of the house. hence she has no one around to go to.

so i literally left everything i had, gave all my life and love to her. she never worked and spent like $3000 a month and we still made it with no debt but ofcourse with no savings.

now i lost my son she took him with her ioverseas because she cant do anything by herself and always need ahuge support around her. i just cant separate him from his mom when he is this young. he may have autism and as usual the doctors are not sure.my guess that amount of shit he saw from his mom with her constant crying because we didnt watch a movie or something and all that none sense depression and narssastic shit fucked him up.

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im paying 25% of my paycheck to her as child support. alone hating the whole thing.

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i became a stone. i really have no feelings. i work alot more tan usual to stay busy and build a shit load of woodwork for shit and giggles to keep my mind in control in my free time. i went on few dates but still feeling weird about the whole thing. specially with being out of the dating game for 12 years. i tried online dating and that where my dates came from. i honestly dont know where to meet people any more. i have been in my current state less than 6 months now.

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all the dating is not going to go anywhere period because at least for a couple of years im not getting in a relationship period.

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reality is. i sacrificed my life my everything and got shit in the end. i have peace of mind but still feeling lost. maybe i should go to the gym.

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its been a month sense she left. always take care of your self first.

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sorry for my bad writing. i cant write shit by i can talk to infinity.

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