So when i was a kid (around 5yrs oldat that time) i was lured into playing sexual games with my sister(10yrs at that time) and i enjoyed it because i thought it was games only, but as i got more brain to myself i realized it was wrong and i don't want to bring this up to anyone at all i don't want to talk about this anymore, but i do want to know if i or my sister was wrong because I've never thought about this before and i think that it's getting a heavy toll on my mental health(probably why I've been struggling with relationships) I just need some advice on how to get this off my mind. And also because of this i have a bad addiction to masturbation i need to stop that too so I'd like some suggestions on how to stops this shit

TL;DR- Played Bad games with my older sister, can't open up to people about it, need advice on how to get those memories off my mind