Hi there, I've just learned about Red Pill, and thanks to it. I finally realized and understand what I really want, which I thought it was "an independent woman" who doesn't need a man in her life, but I was wrong and I really need a man in my life and "I want to be a housewife" - as I used to say when I younger which was considered as a backward thinking -. Anyway, I want to start to change myself, so here is what I'm trying to do : - I read The Surrendered Single and I'm just going to finish Marry Him. - I'm trying to learn more about gardening, make up, and knitting. - I've just attended a religious school 5 days a week, so I will have a chance to marry a religious man - I'm not religious but many religious men are traditionalists -.

So what else can I do to find my soul mate, I want to change some of my behaviors and make them more feminine (like the way I speak, walk, etc) and I want to know how can I speak to men and treat them since I'm pretty shy, I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing ? And I want to know how can I increase my chance to find someone ? any advice? Thank you all!