I used to be your typical schmuck. Tall, skinny twig, acne, no gym, poor, had ok success with woman. I have optimized the red pill paradigm to the max. Have freedom, time, girls, and money. I run my own business which solves everything but the girls and I got those through TRP.

I remember sitting one day having “everything” and still feeling the same. This is when an intense dread started to wash over me. I had nothing to really strive for. I looking for answers and came across RSD Julien’s transformation mastery. Went through that program and feel like I healed a lot of past damage deep down. I now feel like a different person with different goals that does not care about material things anymore. I would enjoy driving a Lamborghini but it doesn’t drive me to succeed like it did in the past. Almost like a state of carelessness. I was also reading Power vs. Force by David R. Hawkins and the part about the consciousness levels really stood out to me. Here’s a chart to help explain

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As you can see the higher levels are all about anabolic emotions. Love, Acceptance, peace, etc. The book then goes onto saying how it would be best for your health and mental wellbeing to strive for higher levels of consciousness. I feel better when I take that approach and when I come across an asshole on this game of life I remind myself that everyone is on their own journey. This sounds nice in theory but as a business man I find it hard to take the “It’s all gooooodd maaan” approach to business and I think and it will leave you broke and gullible.

I don’t really know. How is one supposed to operate in higher consciousness when people are sharping blades to stab you in the back and waiting for your fall?

I then read posts like this on TRP and I know it’s true which makes it even harder to operate in higher consciousness levels in the first place. https://www.reddit.com/r/TheRedPill/comments/6302g6/the_world_wants_you_to_fail/

I’m just kind of existing right now. RSD Julien said that once the subconscious issues were fixed that inspiration would kick in and I would be coming from abundance but I just don’t really care about anything now. I don’t want to work on my business, money has become meaningless, etc. Looking for any advice, stories, anything