I feel like a giant moron. Keep in mind I am 21 year old student who traveled abroad. Before I left, I was getting with this freshman (18) for like three months and to be honest she was the first girl in awhile that I actually liked. We both agreed to keep in touch and see what would happen in five months.

While I was away, I was still getting with other women, but I was not really establishing any connection with these girls like I did with the other girl. Anyway, five months go by and we meet up. Keep in mind, I have no idea what to expect, but I was open to seeing her again. Long story short, in this weekend that I saw her, she rejected me, even though she was the one who wanted to see me and hang out. During the whole time she was constantly touchy and giving me signals. She told me that I am an amazing person who she cares for, and loves to hang out with, but she wants to be my friend. It definitely took me for surprise.

I think this is the worst case of Oneitis I have ever gotten. I am not trying to sound like a dick, but this girl is average at best, not skinny but not fat. Also, this girl compared to myself has not matched what I have done in the past 5 months. However, I had this ideal image of her for the past 8 months, when in reality she is really not that different to any other freshman. My question is what is this girl's endgame? Also how do I rebound from this situation because I feel like an idiot wasting time on this girl?