This feeling of content all the time is starting to get to me. Before I swallowed the pill (2 years ago) I felt like I had so much to prove to the world. I would get excited about marriage, finding the perfect woman, having the nice car and house, fighting for what's right. But now I have swallowed the pill and seen the world for what it really is, I am emotionally detached from so many tangible things, I have nothing to prove to anyone, I have everything I want.

By societies standards I am doing pretty well. I have a good career, just finished my MBA, I earn enough to live more than comfortably, I am decent looking, I have a good body and workout every day, my diet is pretty perfect (no alcohol or drugs or medications), I have plenty of male friends, despite having what some might consider a low n-count <10 for my age (27yrs) I have only slept with good looking women and currently have 2-3 regular plates. Yet I am at a point where nothing excites me anymore. Money, women, travel (already been to 15 countries) none of this excites me anymore (inb4gay- woman are all the same, AWALT). I could literally lose it all and start fresh and I would still be as happy as I am now. These things mean nothing to me.

I have been through the awakening phase, the anger phase, the depression phase... but I feel like I am stuck now. I miss that feeling of excitement.

Anyone else felt like this before? How do you stay hungry when you get to where you want to be?!

TLDR: The title.