Forgive me for my possible innocence on what it really means to be alpha or Chad, but it feels like a lot of redpill preaching doesn't match my experience at all.

I'm a young guy, half-Caucasian half-Iranian, 5'10, with an incredibly feminine face and body. Long eyelashes (I naturally look like I've got mascara on), big eyes, soft jaw, little facial hair, heart shaped face and soft curly hair. In terms of my body, I am hairy but still have wide, accentuated hips and an hourglass figure that virtually no men have. If I had long hair and shaved my face, I could pass as a woman until my deep voice came out. I work out and have some muscle definition but nothing special. I'm quite expressive, I'm a musician and I can be quite emotional and dramatic as a person. The only distinctly male features I have are body hair, a deep voice, and a penis.

Just to add, I'm quite socially fluid, funny and well-received so I understand this will be an attractive trait too.

After breaking up with an LTR a few weeks ago its been taking seemingly no effort to get as many dates and hookups as I want. Making out with random chicks at a party, getting dates after 5 minutes of messaging, things like that, and its coming easy to me. I haven't even had to approach yet as I've had active interest coming from girls.

As great as this is, it's making me wonder why TRP seems to glorify such a different idea of what it is to be an attractive male. I'm absolutely not trying to challenge or criticise the TRP narrative which I hold to be quite valid, but rather wondering where there is discordance between the narrative and my experiences of getting laid looking like a 12 year old girl.

Any ideas?