For context: I'm 25. Been with the ex for 3.5 years.

The ex and I agreed on a mutual breakup three weeks ago. It's been a tough time but as of the recent couple days I was doing really well. I was feeling like I had finally stopped thinking about her. I've been fucking sloots and staying active in the gym and with kayaking - which has helped.

I literally just found out that she joined FetLife (Kink meeting website) while we were still in the relationship, the last month of us being together, specifically. I have proof of when she created the profile.

I also have proof of her attending an 'event' either the DAY we broke up or the very next. Which means she was planning on that event for a little while.

Just finding this out an hour ago hit me like a fucking rock guys. It's one thing to mutual breakup with your significant other. It's a totally different thing to find out they were planning their cock carousel while y'all were in a relationship together.

I know I need to stay active, try to forget about her and keeping fucking sloots. But I need the help of this sub right now.

Thanks for letting me vent.

P.S. THE TRICKLE TRUTH IS FUCKING SO REAL.