Ive indulged in so much of all this shit I dont even see the point to any of it anymore. I only drifted to this sub reddit via the rational male and got that via a PUA called Tom Torrero on youtube.

I really liked his content and textbook, he got me into PUA/redpill so I read the rational male books which were good, after going through this site I dont know whats right or wrong to do or whats the point in all this stuff.

I saw a "red pill" youtube video called "you never have to chase women again" by some older guy but Ive technically been doing his method for years, ive never "chased" and occasionally got lays over the years but rarely, now not for 2yrs.

Whether people "believe/understand/live by" red pill, if you couldnt even get a fucking tinder date whats the point in reading this stuff as it just makes me more pissed off, isolated and depressed. I felt there was hope and now its crumbled further.

I know a blue pill guy who has no particular hobbies just works alot and owns a house at 26 bodyweight probably 240lbs and dating a 6/7ish with a good body whom he meet through his studying days.

For reference Im 6ft, 200lb (gyming the last few months). Have hobbies/skills music art ect.. and have a cool non-coporate media/art job on alright wage..

So whats up with the redpill stuff.