Alone just rotting away because BOTH guys in my friend group whose house the group usually goes to on Friday decided to hang out with their girlfriend instead so I couldn't hang out today. I struggle really hard with depression due to childhood trauma and I'm a NEET so I literally do nothing all day and Friday was the only day I could at least look forward to escape all the depressive episodes of never being in a relationship and then I have this starting to happen. I hate being autistic!! No woman likes me!