The 1st few months were pretty rough, especially the cowardly way she took her out. A few months ago I was obsessed with female attention, on dating apps etc. Lots of online spicy fun. Albeit I haven't gotten laid since May, I'm in a place right now where my peace is triumphing over my lust & desires. Sure I miss intimacy but I'm just not interested in the lies, the nagging, the baby daddy drama, the narcissism, laziness, arguing etc. I'm putting down time into things like finances, fixing up house I just bought & my pets. The quiet & loneliness in my home, used to eat away at me but now I find it absolutely priceless. I also believe I came to the conclusion that I do not want children. Anyone in a similar place as me?