In a previous post there are six big things that are the reason I blew up Tuesday night and told her I want to be done. Obviously that was a bomb that’s dropped in our living room.

Since then we talked yesterday. We spoke about going to seek counseling so I agreed to doing so. We are going Monday morning. We have an almost 2 year old son. This all started one day and woke me up to tell me I have character traits she can’t get passed. She was drunk (problem). Then we got in another fight abt how she will take our son and leave if we are just going to coexist. Finally Tuesday I had enough and said “okay I’m done”.

There are times I think holy shit I just want out. And there are other times I think stay bc I feel guilty I’m the one so unhappy. I take fault in refusing to face confrontation and just agreeing to any damn thing.

We have started Wednesday not being able to see each other to last night at co parenting which we’ve been doing anyway. The. She goes to the master I stay in living room.

She is sending me texts like “I just want you to know how I feel and I’m sad and angry that this is happening and you can’t just be at the pool spending time together “

She said she was going with her parents who probably already want to punch me in the throat.

Idk. This whole thing is fucked.

Any insight would be welcomed!