been a bad couple days cleaning up the last of her stuff. im still up and down emotionally about everything and know its going to take time. its been about a month sense she moved out, and separated for 6 months. my daughter is away at college and im feeling alone. a deep loneliness is over whelming me , i feel like im not doing well at all. the thought of even being with anyone else is unappealing. im not attracted to anyone else. i had wired my brain to only see my wife that way and now i just compare everyone to her and they will never be her. i do okay during the week with work and they gym but then the weekends come and im stuck in the empty house with all the memories of what was what use to be.