This was a tough one for me, i have been having anxiety about tonight for the last week. My ex still living at home about to move out within the next few weeks. We had my daughter and my stepson for xmas eve. i was stuck on the thought of this being the last xmas we would all spend together. i was trying to just be happy that my daughter and stepson would be there. My daughter wrote me a nice thoughtful note about our future and the new memories we will make. if hit me hard and had to go to the bathroom in the middle of opening presents to collect my self. i love my family, i will miss it.........