Everytime my mind shifts to the past. It cannot see the potential that is right in front of me. I have doubted myself and let my mind wander in an endless sea of waves of emotions. It's okay to hurt. It's okay to feel sad. But we must not stay in that constant drifting out to the deep. It's time to turn around and start swimming towards the shore. Back to where life is. Back to a place where you are on your feet. It is beyond difficult to fight the current pulling you away from the shore. But you can't give up. You must fight! Overcome! Keep your eye on the goal!