I was going through my Google drive and removing photos when I came across a divorce flip book my soon to be ex sent me. When I was the one that wanted to call it quits. Now all I can do is cry may not be a man's mans way to handle it but it was 27 years April of this year.

I was a dick bag for a very long time. I guess she finally had enough even though folks who were around us said I had changed in the last 5 years or so and that she treated me like shit

I finally get fixed up on the right Mental Health meds after a failed suicide attempt and it's all gone. Makes me wish nobody would have found me. I know that's dark and self pittying it's just how I feel. I was hoping to be friends at least especially after the sweet nothing she said to me in March how she would always want me in her life and she doesn't think she can ever stop loving me. Then In May new divorce papers zero explanation.